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The shooting at First Baptist Church in Daingerfield, Texas marked the first mass church shooting in the United States. Donald’s family first heard about the shooting while on their way home and were immediately worried because they had family and close friends attending the church that day.

They soon found out that 7-year-old Gina Linam lost her life in this shooting. The family was hit hard because Donald’s mother used to babysit the child. She was the youngest one to die during the shooting at Daingerfield.

First Baptist in Daingerfield decided not to repair the sanctuary after the shooting as an act of remembrance. To this day, there are still holes in the sheet rock of the walls where the bullets hit. Daingerfield commemorated those who lost their lives by renaming all the different baseball fields after children who had died in the shooting. Donald said that seeing other children playing baseball on fields named after children who are deceased reminded him that out of death comes new life.

He often finds himself trying to make his 8-year-old son aware that he is growing up in a violent and damaged world and has had to incorporate gun violence awareness into his parenting. 

“We teach them what foods to eat, we teach them to brush their teeth and now it’s a part of parenting that we teach them if someone tries to harm you, this is what you do…,” Donald said. “Well now in the same way they had those discussions now we’ve added gun violence to it.”

Being directly affected by this shooting shaped his opinions about the role church leaders have regarding security.

“We want to risk ourselves as leaders,” Donald said. “We don’t want to risk the congregation, but we don’t want to risk loving people at their brokenness because of all people, the church shouldn’t be surprised that these things happen.”

Two years ago, another  church shooting at First Baptist Church in Sutherland Springs, Texas, which is just outside of San Antonio, killed 26 people. This has been the worst reported church shooting in the United States. 

Both the shooters at Sutherland Springs and White Settlement had accessed guns illegally and had been reported as aggressive in the past. Several members of the church recall Kinnuen coming and asking the church for money and being frustrated and upset when they would not give it to him. 

“We are put on the front lines helping people at their most vulnerable weakest moments, and sometimes they are struggling through some things and their responses aren’t healthy,” Donald said. “We want to help protect them and protect the rest of our flock that we’re over.”

Donald said that having a shooting happen so close to him made him aware of gun violence as a whole. However, he did stress that in order to prevent more instances of gun violence, society needs to work on healing themselves and each other as people so nobody is in the mind space to hurt others. 

“I think the church can do a better job creating a safer world,” Donald said. “I think we can do a better job trying to teach how we communicate to one another.”