Airplanes, Chipotle and sushi are all unknown worlds that I have yet to experience. The secure suburban lifestyle that Flower Mound represents is the only world I am aware of. The same cycle plays on repeat day after day, nothing new, just the safe and sheltered environment that makes up my life. This is why I created a simple bucket list of things I wish to see and do.

1. Ride on an airplane

You may have thought everyone in our generation had experienced a simple plane ride. But sadly, you thought wrong. I have not ever been on an airplane nor have I been in an airport. I don’t even know what you do in these so called “airports” considering I have only seen them on television. Maybe one day I will be able to sky travel like the rest of you.

2. Go to Chipotle

The only diet I consume is Chick-fil-a and ranch, three times a week. This is because I am fearful to step out of my comfort zone and try this “delicacy.” By hearing all the hype surrounding how tasty their burritos are, I know I must be missing out on something. I must learn to branch out and try new foods aside from the legendary waffle-fry dipped in Chick-fil-sauce.

3. Drive on the highway

I currently have had my license for almost a year and have never driven on the highway, except for the time I drove on it for two minutes and almost crashed. I am forced into this perspective of fear due to the life I have. Therefore, I am too scared to even go near a road like this. A road that requires high speed limits and has more traffic is a road not to be messed with. But I am up for the challenge. The thrill-seeking highway seems like a dream too far out of reach, but I am determined the chance will come.

4. Go boating on a lake

I’m sure everyone has done this before, but I was raised to think of lakes as one of the most unsafe places in the world. Because of this I am forced into thinking that boats and lakes are a deadly combo. Living near two major lakes, I constantly hear how amazing it is to spend a day on them. The relaxation and cool lake breeze are dreams I wish to live out. The thought of ever accomplishing this goal remains a mystery because all the restrictions I live with. The lake is calling my name and I will persist to answer it.

5. Drink an energy drink

The typical negative comments about energy drinks have affected my view on them. I am completely aware of the harms and unhealthy aspects, but I need to live a little and try one. One sip would make me feel accomplished, and then I will be able to say I finally had one. The riveting and satisfying bursts of energy is something I definitely want to check off my list.

All of these things are merely dreams that maybe one day I can live. This “normal life” that I wish to reach is so far from reality that I only can fantasize about what it would be like. But I am determined to get this list done by the time my senior year is over. The completion of this list will prepare me for the reality that I will face. The real world will be tough, but I know myself way too well to let anything stop me from where I want to go in my future. This life allows me to push further for my goals, rather than let the negatives hold me back. It’s more of a motivation than a restraint.